contradiction

the design of my blog.. well, is as per blogspot's template but the pictures i could choose....

and well, if one had studied a bit of psychology, perhaps you could tell, but to avoid any confusion, i shall myself explain, why i chose those two pictures.

one of the forest with the ray of lights, and the trees frozen in winter.

the frozen trees in winter, shows bleakness, and that there is no hope. all is cold, and frozen.. there is nothing there, no life.

whereas the forest shows greenery, there is life, and the light rays, are hope..

i feel bleak, that there is no hope, that all is cold and frozen.. but yet i still yearn for life and hope.. guess not all is lost for me yet then....

i will keep on fighting my depression.. even if it's alone, and there's no support.. i've not complained, but i will just have to go on and continue finding my silver lining in the dark clouds, i guess i can partially do it, cause i've my dog.. but once my baby is gone.. i don't know how things will fare then.. but we will deal with that when it comes.


－ケイ－