Wednesday, 18 April 2012

just found out

hmmm..

just found out that the guy that always made me feel like a lamp post has gotten what he wants and is dating the person he went after. congratulations to both of you, but don't mind me if i rant a little here.

cause to me it looks like there is another side to you as well? you utilise, and when there is no more use for it, you just get rid of it, give the cold shoulder? can't even stay friends? well, i guess perhaps that is also for the best...... cruel to be kind method i suppose.

i mean i don't blame you, perhaps you were after her from the start, and i read wrongly - but i figured out midway, and you did hint.. so although i already knew, i am still a bit disappointed now, can't help it, i do have feelings... but yea... i'm just upset cause well, at that time she had a boyfriend, well i guess things weren't going well with her boyfriend then, so she broke it off and started with you?

like whatever... i thought i was over you, but apparently i wasn't fully over you. both of you were quite secretive.. but whatever, it's not like we are best friends and it's your life.. i will just mull and get it over with. life moves on for me.. sigh...

all the best to the both of you

kinda sad.. guess i'm gonna be forever alone? lol

-ケイ-

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