Stop

All that is gold does not glitter,

Not all those who wander are lost;

The old that is strong does not wither,

Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,

A light from the shadows shall spring;

Renewed shall be blade that was broken,

The crownless again shall be king.^[1]

suddenly felt very LOTR-ish.. don't ask me why... i blame my colleague, it started when he started playing LOTR's OST on youtube in the office.. and then suddenly i felt like watching the whole damn thing again, singing its songs again etc etc... aiiii

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stop, stop, stop, stop....

just stop.. sigh... although today i feel a little better since i went into the office. it is true, work keeps your mind off things... i still thought of you, but not as much.... why am i even thinking of you?? it's frustrating! you are supposed to be nothing but just a friend!!!

well, guess one just needs to get busy, and keep the mind preoccupied...

i miss my baby.. it's going to be a lonely night...

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on another note....
Baby, i know you were sleepy last night, but you didn't listen to me when i said that i'd be sending you to your great granny now did you? now you won't eat..? tsk, tsk, naughty boy! sit tight and mummy will see you on Monday ;) lotsa love, muaxz mom


-ケイ-