何でかな

I'm flying to Kobe tonight for a week. My employers have basically pimped me off to their Japanese acquaintance. Well most people have told me to take it as a working holiday. 

But that aside, I don't know why I'm so upset that I'm crying..... 

I just feel so sad and lonely. Is it because I've hurt my back and I've been home alone these last 4 days? Or because I don't want to leave my precious? I wonder why....

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